So... Im still ehart broken liekwoah. I keep pretending this never happened, its what I wanna do for my last week here. Im so nice to Rob too. We watched Final Fantasy7: Advent hilren together.. then lots of tv. We were sitting on the couch. Then he layed his legs on me and I rubbed his feet. Then I got hima drink. his mom walked in and got soo hurt. Because she HATES him. Completly hates her son. And... I should too. But I dont. And I dont know why.
His mother abnd her boyfriend, Jim, woke me up today at 7:30 am. Told me that she and he love me like their own daughter and they ant me to move with them to their new house in acouple of weeks. I mean this house is HUGE! 5 bedrooms.. 12 acres. All of that. Even Robs 9year old brother think it would be awesome if i went... even thogh Rob isnt allowed. Robs mother doesnt care if Rob isnt going to afford rent this month. Nor does she care if he gets kicked out. Says its what he deserves for lying to me, to her and to everyone else. And for ruining a family. This woman is fuckin married with 4 kdis! WTF.
Rob told that girl on the phone that he doesnt want to start a relationship with her. Said that he loves me and he cant just remove that love and just wants to be alone. She wouldnt get off the phone everytime he said he was going. Fuckin whore... I hate her.I hope somethign horrible happends to her.
Well anyway. Im going to be gonig to New York for the summer. And Hopefully, I'll come back to IL and just stay here. We'll see...
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